^.....^

haiz..i feel moody 2day...
school finally reopen...sleep in the class whole day...
besides..i'm copying ppl work instead doing myself...
haiz..exam is near...
dun feel like wanna study...
will be giving up everything here...if possible...
2day news said that the sg airlines 2 Melbourne r all airbus...
so excited when i heard the news...
my aunt is going 2 london next month...
i wish 2 follow her n i dun need 2 take my exam...
i'm waiting 4 the HI COM so that i can do my medical check up as soon as possible...
haiz...eltham high school....
n my parents at australia...
still no news abt that yet................
really exhausted.....
tired of everything....

No Promises

I had dinner with those orphanage..

feel a bit pity..bt i cant do anything..

haiz...is time 4 me 2 appreciate my life now...

just feel that my life is 100 times better than those orphanage...

n i should feel proud of that...

haiz...2mr need 2 attend 3 tt again..

tired la...school reopen on mon...

n i'm waiting 4 the next holiday again...

i'm lazy 2 school...haiz...

wat should i do nowadays?!

wait 4 the time 2 pass?~

*bOrInG*

stayed at home whole day..doing ntg...
had spaghetti 4 lunch...
haiz...i feel like wanna study bt lazy...
facing my notebook whole day...
school wanna reopen edi..
sat is coming...haiz...
~BORING~

SPEECHLESS

went 2 golf club 2day...
wat the hell...their services worst then ISC...
i'm nt going there anymore...hate it...
ish...my sick is getting worst...
wat can i do?? gonna go 4 medical check up next month...haiz...
i'm boring....
i need some entertainment...
i need some jokes from my friends...

~ExhAusT3d~

that's tired after everything in these 3 days..
went breakfast at indulgence with cousins n i've nt been home 4 2 days...
being lepak outside n stayed overnite at my cousin's house..
n i'm sick after that...having cough...wat the hell...that's suffer...
training n tuition starts 2mr...
many things nt done yet..
will be going 2 singapore on nov...
miss school again...haiz...
i'm going 2 receive the 1st warning letter from the school since i've been absent 4 so many days...
these few days i spent a lot...
feel that wanna buy this n that 2 australia bt i dun have enough credit...
haiz...
EXAM...HOLIDAY...APPLY STUDENT VISA...SINGAPORE...KL...MEDICAL CHECK UP...MELBOURNE...
OMG!!! so many things nt done yet...
n start from Oct...i'm going 2 re2 3 times a week...
i'm going 2 die...EXHAUSTED...
dad...i wan the latest SONY camera T-90 before i go 2 australia....

^yOu b3LonG WitH m3^

yahoo!!!
gonna have dinner tonite at beacon point..
all my cousins r back from kl...
will be going 2 penang 2mr...
haha...holidays just get started...
very boring at home...bt lazy 2 hang out...
HOLIDAY!!! HOLIDAY!!!
that's boring...
anyway...i've just started my new life..
dun wish any1 to destroy it...hehe...
MELBOURNE...i'm coming...haha...
will be having a chance 2 NEW ZEALAND next year...
haha...ntg much 2 post..
that's all...haha

wish ur my love....

i don't know myself very well either
i didn't know that i would be like this
flustered, carefully, i keep calling only you

even if you urge my heart like this, if you brush by my side
and laugh like that, i can't do anything
no matter how many times i tell myself it's not love
i laugh by myself.. what am i supposed to do with myself

i wish you're my love.
come to me now
i get excited with me knowing it
i'm like this today too
even though i'm just a lucky star to you,
must i really say it's love for you to know
i long for it this much..
the person that i'll promise with forever
is you

although my love is still awkward.. if by any chance you can hear my heart
if it's different from "i'm sorry", give me a smile
the words that i stayed up all night preparing to confess to you
don't come out when i'm standing in front of you

i wish you're my love.
come to me now
i get excited with me knowing it
i'm like this today too
even though i'm just a lucky star to you,
must i really say it's love for you to know
i long for it this much..
the person that i'll promise with forever
is you

feel this heart of mine
that longs for only you
my love..

i wish you're my love. let's love now
say goodbye. i can't deceive you
now give me permission, so i can gather courage today
if your heart is the same as mine, if you want me
please come to me. let's start together now.

Holiday is here...
can sleep till late without doing anything at home...
that's boring...bt cousins r comng back...
will be hanging out 2gether...hehe...
this morning...get scolded by pn chan...WTH la...
that' nt my fault okay...
i'm just the representative...n i'm having accounts lesson...
haiz..watever..that's over...
feel fed up abt that...
the 2nd thing is...my mum is booking the air ticket 2 Melbourne...
haiz....I'M SAD...

~i'M gOiNg tO Me3t yOu nOw~

BOYS OVER FLOWER....i'm addicted 2 it...
i love their soundtrack...
especially i'm going to meet you now by kim bum...
that song is full of meanings...
kim hyun joong...lee min ho...kim bum n kim joon...
they are awesome...
i'm trying 2 get that SS501 concert ticket...
i wish 2 go there if my parents allowed...
haiz...
still gt 2 months then i'll separate with my friends...
i'm sad...
exam is coming...
n i'm still addicted 2 the movie...
will be having a preparation 2 fail all my subject this time...
no more confident at all...haiz...
i need help...

Boys Over Flowers...

These few days i'm lazy 2 post some blog...
currently i'm addicted 2 a korean movie...
i love them so much...
boys over flowers..this movie makes me recall back those memories last time...
i tried 2 let go bt it takes time...
still gt hw many months left?!
i dun wish 2 tell anyone...
pls dun ask me when m i leaving...
i dun care who u r...
i would tell some1 that is worth 4 me 2 trust...
haiz...
exam is around the corner...it's killing me...
physic..chemi....add maths...
haiz...can i give up everything in my life?!
i'm exhausted....HELP ME!!!!

......=.+!!!......

2day I'd confirmed everything with my parents...
will be leaving n it's a secret 2 everyone...
only a few of them know...
Eltham High School...is that gud or bad?!
i dun noe...
is time 4 me 2 prepare my things 2 there...
haiz...i left my pendrive at re2 just now...really SHIT la...
luckily my mum called up n the mr max kept it 4 me...
Oct, i'll be going 2 re2 3 times a week...damn tired man...
well...i need 2 pack my things n get ready 2 leave soon...
hope that i'll get a new life at Melbourne...hehe
is time 4 me 2 get 2 bed...
gud nitez everyone...muakz...miss ya...

=nIc3 tRiP aT kRabI=

Wearing the World of Cartoons t-shirt n a Billabong pants...haha..

Ready 2 sleep...wearing my pyjames...

when i was in my hotel...

Took this pic in the plane....

I just came back from krabi this afternoon...
that was a nice trip...
miss the days at there although the weather is hot...
i went snorkeling...saw many fishes n corals.....haha...
i wish 2 see dolphins...bt none...
many more 2 describe abt krabi...hehe
next trip will be going 2 Melbourne n visit my new school...
i'm waiting 4 that...hehe...
if i compare Gold Coast n Krabi...
i'll choose Gold Coast...the beach there is nice...n i miss the movie world n dream world...
Yung Sue gonna leave soon...hehehe...
i'm missing someone...

-FaLLing FoR yOu-

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

i'm leaving 2mr morning...
flight will departure at 12 smtg in the afternoon...haiz...
dun feel like very happy..
will be skipping school next week...
miss my friends..
many project need 2 finish yet...haiz...
WHAT CAN I DO?!

*yOur cAlL*

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

2day i get back my accounts paper...a big surprise 4 me...i wont get 17 marks again...haha...
there's a new maths n add maths teacher 4 us...
v used 2 bully her in the class...haha...
bt she is trying 2 get used 2 it..haha...
is boring this few days...bt my gang said that i'm hyperactive?!
haha..i also dun noe wat happen 2 me...
i think i'm in love with h...
bt i noe is impossible...
mee yen....
long time never chat with u edi...
i wanna hang out 2gether...
abt that tracy wong...
haiz...she's keep on saying that she will 'kena' national service...
actually it is a gud experience 4 every1 of us...
last few months i joined a camp...
it was fun bt i cried a few times....haiz...
still gt 1 more day left...
i'm leaving on sat morning...haha...
i luv u...
i luv my gangs...
hehe..

^ a liTtl3 tOo nOt oV3r yOu^

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

2day at school, v just discuss abt the party that going 2 held at my house...
hehe...i'm waiting...mayb this will be the last chance i'll be celebrating with u guys...haha....
time passes very fast..n i failed every of my subject...WTF!!!!
unexpected...OMG!!!
boey went 2 sg edi...will be waiting u 2 come back n hang out 2gether + share our secrets with pui li...haha...
i hope 2 join the olahraga camp this year...
if cant i'll apologize...
i'm waiting n waiting..
n i'm escaping some1...
haiz....is time 4 me 2 let go...
4th of sept..i'll be registering 2 a new school at victoria...
n which school should i choose?!
ELTHAM HIGH SCHOOL or CAUFIELD HIGH SCHOOL?!
i'm confusing..
n i hope that i'm going 2 CAUFIELD..
i love that school much...
hehe...

I'D COME FOR YOU

^Tir3d^

Finally, school reopen...n i'm very tired coz i had nt enuf sleep..so bad..
2day i knew my results edi...
i wont be going 2 IVANHOE...
There is a new school 4 me..
ELTHAM high school...i never heard abt that be4...
anyway..the facilities r gud..nt bad...
haha..bt the 1st choice will be Caufield...hehe...
dad n mum will be discussing abt that...
bt 4 me..i'll choose CAUFIELD...
haha...still gt 4 more days...i'm leaving 2 another place...
yahoo!!!!
gud luck ya.....
muakzzz....